Timmah,
I really respect your opinion but I did read what you wrote and I have confidence in my reading comprehension.
Even if the cashiers check was a good one,
I, in good faith, could not accept the money knowing the past history and how many people got the screws put to them. Yeah, a few may have "landed on their feet" but there are many others out there that haven't...employees, vendors, taxpayers, etc. I think in an earlier thread, one of his former employees is stuck with a huge AMEX bill.
It doesn't make you shallow it shows you have compassion for your fellow racer but if you would be willing to risk
everything you have for this sport then a reality check is in need.