Right now, it does sound like a good idea...
But, when I lost my grand-daughter to S.I.D.S. at 6 weeks... I found the best thing I could do was return to work... I'll never forget Kara-Jean... just like I'll Never forget doing CPR on a baby at 5am on a December Friday morning, wait the six minutes it the rescue squad to get here...
But I needed to get back to work, they gave me room to do the ten thousand things that must be done... gave me and mine love and support...
But they didn't let me sit around, they kept me occupied, help me get back to Normal...
and when I pass on to the Lords hand, I want everyone to remember...
KEEP LIVING... Keep doing what you love, remember those that loved you, and know they want you to 'Keep on getting up'
So no, it would just streach the pain of this evening out even longer